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Should I ?

I’m really thinking about getting another job. Barely managing doesn’t seem to be getting me anywhere and I really want to make it easier on my parents to not have to support me. Getting another job would help build my savings, bring me more money, I can compensate missing practice because I’ll be able to afford a mat ti train at home soooo I’m really liking the benefits here. WISH ME LUCK !!!

What Do You Wanna Be When You Grow Up ?

What do you want to be when you grow up ? I can’t remember the first time I was asked this nor do I remember what my answer was. For a very long time I was certain what i wanted to be or do, but as I got older I realized that all your forced to do is go to school for several years and find a career to yet again work for several years. That’s pretty depressing and wasteful to me, what’s fun about working yourself into retirement so you can question your life as you die. I’ve questioned whether I want this road or find an alternative and at least be happy. I don’t know what made me think that I could make a career in doing a sport,; not football, soccer or baseball but in Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. Sounds kinda funny but I swear that I’m a natural, I know in my gut and heart that I was going to go big in the sport. My parents aren’t sooo appreciative and really put my idea down, I can’t blame them and I can’t really talk then into it but I have a glimpse of hope that maybe I can show them my talents in the sport.

What Am I Doing

My mom told me something (nothing bad) that has really got me thinking a lot and I’m pretty sure I have no idea what I’m doing my life. I have the BIGGEST problem of deciding what I want to do with my life. I coasted through high school so I can get out of my town because it was a nightmare to be living there. I made no plans for college because I don’t think I want to waste my life chasing a worthless career. People don’t understand why it’s hard for myself to leave and be on my own, everything I obtained was from my own labor, other families had it easy only having one or two kids to support. My family is compiled of 8 kids, and it was difficult from day one. As you can see college would have been difficult to pay and financial aid wasn’t gonna cut it. I basically pay and do everything for myself the only thing my parents do is put a roof over my head.

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